User blog comment:FirstDrellSpectre/Ideas for squadmates of Mass Effect: Andromeda/@comment-27024100-20160201142439/@comment-24200891-20160209213230

Motivation was the hardest to write. I thought after centuries of avoiding people to not kill them longevity starts to resemble a curse. Loneliness is an awful fate and brought many people to suicide. This character couldn't bring herself to suicide, so she seeks death in other way. If the Pathfinder needed someone to stay and fight to death, she would be the first volunteer. Still I need to reconsider her motivation.